**Manchester City manager Pep Guardiola has admitted that elements of his behaviour after the defeat to Newcastle United have left him ’embarrassed’ and ‘ashamed’.**
The City boss cut a frustrated and animated figure throughout the clash at St James’ Park, with tensions flaring immediately after the full-time whistle. Newcastle’s 2–1 victory – secured through a Harvey Barnes brace – delivered a blow to City’s hopes of closing the gap on Arsenal.
The intensity of the evening was matched by Manchester City’s uneven performance as Pep Guardiola’s side created several clear openings but were repeatedly denied by Nick Pope and thwarted by narrow margins.
Erling Haaland’s missed chances and a rejected penalty appeal involving Phil Foden added to the growing frustrations, while Newcastle capitalised on momentum swings and defensive lapses to secure only their second league win over Guardiola’s City.
Manchester City will not have much time to dwell on the defeat, with a Champions League meeting against Bayer Leverkusen looming. But before shifting focus fully to Europe, Guardiola addressed his emotional response at St James’ Park and the moments that left him feeling uncomfortable upon reflection.
“I love it. I’m an emotional guy and I love to talk, and move my hands and my arms, and everything,” Guardiola said.
However, on the subject of his approach towards one camera operator, Guardiola continued, “I felt embarrassed, ashamed when I saw it. I don’t like it. I apologised to the camera \[operator\] after one second.
“I am who I am. Even after 1,000 games I’m not a perfect person, I make huge mistakes. What is for sure I defend my team and my club. That’s for sure.”
And on the subject of his animated interactions with Newcastle midfielder Bruno Guimaraes, the City head coach explained, “We have known Bruno for many, many years and every time after the game, even at the Etihad, we talk in the tunnel or wherever we talk, always.
“I don’t know what happened. Our paths always cross and I always have a good relationship with him. I love it. I’m an emotional guy, I love to talk and move my hands and my arms and everything.”
Pep Guardiola’s comments raise the possibility of a more measured touchline presence in upcoming fixtures, though many know his intensity is part of what has driven Manchester City to an era of unprecedented success.
Still, the City boss may take extra care to avoid similar flash-points in high-pressure matches, especially with Champions League knockout rounds approaching. On the pitch, Guardiola will hope his players channel the frustration of the Newcastle defeat into a strong response against Leverkusen.
With the schedule tightening and momentum crucial, Manchester City must reset quickly, and their manager’s public accountability may act as a rallying point for the squad. Ultimately, Guardiola’s admission of embarrassment may draw a line under the St James’ Park incident.