EXCLUSIVE: A former Arsenal and Premier League icon has admitted "I wouldn't be here" if he hadn't stopped boozing ahead of running the London Marathon
22:06, 23 Apr 2026Updated 22:20, 23 Apr 2026
Thousands of runners pass across Tower Bridge during the London Marathon 2025
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Tony Adams is running the London Marathon over the weekend(Image: SOPA Images/LightRocket via Getty Images)
Tony Adams has told Daily Star Sport he “wouldn’t be here” if he hadn’t stopped boozing 30 years ago. The ex-England and Arsenal skipper is running his first London Marathon on Sunday raising funds for addiction and recovery charity The Forward Trust.
He famously battled his own demons in his playing days, becoming addicted to alcohol. The star even ended up serving time in prison in 1990 for drink driving, after crashing his car while four times over the limit.
Now 59, he says of his addiction: “It’s a powerlessness. It’s a real fear based, shame-based illness for me and the shame comes from the experiences that you’re having out of fear. “It feels lonely and desperate.”
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He was also wracked with guilt, admitting: “Some of my behaviour was sick, unpredictable…” But on 16th August, 1996, following a 44-day bender in the aftermath of playing in Euro 96, he finally decided to quit and seek help.
Tony says: “The obsession to drink in me left on the day that I surrendered. I started to cry, I was 29. I don’t know why I can’t explain it. I don’t know if it was God, I haven’t got a clue…
“I have had not had the desire to drink since then. But you go back 30 seconds from that moment and I’m sitting there with a Guinness and a brandy in it. I couldn’t stop drinking the stuff.”
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Tony Adams is an icon at Arsenal(Image: Getty Images)
Tony recalls that he had lost reached a point where he had lost his “dignity” and no longer wanted to live: “I had the moment.”
Without therapy and a following a 12-step recovery programme he concludes: “I wouldn’t be here!” He realised: “My life is going to s**t.”
Yet today Tony believes he is “cured”, contingent on following a strict routine: “Going to meetings is the cornerstone of recovery from my addiction. I’m very blessed. I’m very grateful that I’ve not been to that dark place for a long time now.”
Tony has also revealed how he has been helping his own son Oliver, 34, into recovery from alcohol addiction: “He came to me three years ago and said ‘Dad, I’m done!’
“I was like, please God that he gets that moment of clarity like I did - and what do you know he did. The star also recalls: “My Dad came to me and said, ‘You’re a drunk son’, but I was full of denial.
“But not today, that’s all been resolved thanks to my recovery programme. I’ve been able to let go of it all. I hugged my Dad on his deathbed and said “Sorry!”
The father-of-five, now married to Poppy, says: “My life today is so good that a drink would only take that away.” And the former defender is determined to help others “at their lowest ebb” with addiction urging them to: “Reach out.”
Having already raised over £11,000 for The Forward Trust, he’ll be taking on the 26.2mile marathon challenge through the capital, despite admitting that running isn’t his forte.
Tony says: “I’ve got a metal knee and I’ve got stents in the heart and I’m nearly 60. But I’m very excited as well. It should be fun.” Though he chuckles: “I’m absolutely shit scared.”
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“If I do under six (hours) I’ll be absolutely delighted. My walking pace is quicker than my jogging pace. I’m going to be bringing in the cones at the end I think.”
To support Tony’s run for The Forward Trust visit Tony's fundraiser for The Forward Trust. For more information visit forwardtrust.org.uk